All my life, in whatever I do, I did it with reservations. I thought through things, gauge the pros and cons before I made any decisions. I justify my actions, both to myself and to my friends. Whether the decisions were good or they failed, I will have my own reasonings and justifications.
Because of this, I have always played safe. I have never made any big decisions in my life. I never have to make big adjustments. My life has been constant for as long as I can remember. It's dull, dull and dull. The term "sien" pratically sums it up.
And that was what made me want to go AU. Explore the world. Make a LIFE CHANGING decision for once! This "need" has motivated me to do my application. It had drove me to this ultimate goal.
Somewhere along the line, over the years, I have forgotten what it was that made me Applied..
Today, in the "company idol" audition.. it struck me again!
I KNOW WHY!
AND I LONG FOR THE BIG DECISION.
I WANT OUT OF THIS DULL SHELL, THIS ROBOTIC DRONE..
The wheel of change has started again..............
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